No matter what you have read or seen on television, you cannot imagine the scope of the destruction here. You can drive for days and still not see every ruined street, every neighborhood of homes that were brined and slimed in the brackish water. Wood, brick, cottage, mansion, apartment complex, reclaimed marsh, and ground that had never gotten any water before — as many types of damage as there are ways of living in a city. And then you reach the Lower Ninth Ward, where the water bursting the levee rippled the asphalt of the first road it hit, punched cars as flat as beer cans, and roared into houses, schools, and churches with a force as unstoppable as history. There is no water line when your house is a pile of kindling.
If you could look inside the people of New Orleans, you might see a water line there, too. The mark where all the grief and guilt and gratitude, the insecurity and loss and anger, are starting to settle.
At work, you can see that people aren’t sleeping well. That they’re exhausted from working on their houses every night after leaving the job. That the stress of being permanent house guests is taking a toll. That those with no cooking facilities are gaining weight from having to live on fast food, or losing weight, from having no appetite.
There are holes in everyone’s memory, even those whose homes and jobs survived relatively intact. Ginger Berrigan ’69, chief judge of the U.S. District Court in New Orleans, has lived in the city since 1984. The front door of her sunny yellow house, built in 1890, is ten feet off the ground and six feet above the water line, so she was spared the worst of it — unlike her neighbors, whose ground-level homes were all flooded. Taking a walk while in Princeton, New Jersey, for a conference, she recently caught herself thinking, Boy, they’ve really fixed up this neighborhood. It must not have gotten much water.